Numb

I want to feel numb,
I want to feel cold,
I want to let everything go.
I've hated myself for so long,
I always feel like I am wrong.
You've said it yourself,
That "this" is my fault.
Now I feel alone,
And cut off.
Someone take my hand,
And guild me through.
I can't do this alone,
Unless it's me and you.